"holy pink capri's batman" - AvengerBelle

As most either no or figured out yesterday SUCKED so for yesterday I was British and ignored the holiday I didnt call my mother I didnt say happy mothers day to anyone nothing at all I spent most the day sleeping in my bed , one of the advantages of taking a sleeping pill at 3am .. you get to sleep till 4pm woohooo.

Ok so its a new day and I move on now .. Umm Talked to Tom last night / this morning and I might be staying at his place Wens. depending on a few things .. Its a great idea but he will have Chris that night and Chris is normally in bed around 8 or 9 pm and I dont get out of my parenting class until 8:30pm and we really arent wanting to rush the kids having the other around and then risking something not going well and it confusing the kids sooo maybe i wont stay we will see . but he is planning to go camping not this weekend but the weekend after that and he suggested maybe I could go with him .. Ummm 2 days alone with him in the middle of no where ... umm intresting thought ..

Ok so we discussed a little about things and relationships and all that and well .. here my deal Tom doesnt want anymore kids .. I do .. I have the IUD which is up in a yr .. Tom had the ole snip snip .. so yeah Umm I dont know what to think on this ... Continue this and see where it goes and if im ok with not having anymore kids .. I mean I do have 4 amazing babies BUT i really want another baby I have been wanting one 3 yrs or so now , is that something i am willing to give up and all .. Blahhhh ! i just dont know ummmmm