"holy pink capri's batman" - AvengerBelle

I don't want to face tomorrow but its fastly approaching and I have no way to stop it , no way to prevent it from coming no way to freeze time stall it .. speed it up fast forward through it all... Mothers day .. It seems so pointless .. meaningless .. almost like torture , I am a mother but .. I am not at the same time I wont be that special one all the kids run to in the morning to cuddle and to jump on the bed to tell me they love me .. there will be none of that , only silence .. the same silence thats filled my life for 3 months now .. Im not sure what to do guys and Im afraid I dont want to be alone ..